It’s hard to embrace what you inevitably know, you will
leave behind. And I wonder about this guardedness of temporary embraces. My
husband and I are in the kind of ministry, where we often go to places to
establish, commission and do God’s work in that place, but we move on. We never
stay and less times do we return. Not because our hearts don’t long to, but
because our Saviour says, I have other nations for you, different plans,
different places. The harvest is plentiful, the labourers, few. I think about
this momentary moments we share with others, the moments that carry the deepest
weight because they are Heavens moments. So perhaps the temporary purchases
something eternal, salvation or destiny, perhaps both. Then I think about
people who come in to my life and leave, so much of it feels seasonal and sure
that season can last for a month to a few years, eventually though we as people
move on. My mom had friends of 30 years and even their lives journeys split. Is
it just so? Do we embrace temporarily in a place where we are guarded or
unguarded for a while? Is that the deep divine message of life God is really
teaching me, and us all? Yesterday while reading my bible I read a verse I’ve
read before, only this time it was the one I needed to pause on. It was a verse
about the Holy Spirit, and how the Spirit of God is within us as a taste of
things to come. I sat thinking at all the beauty of Yeshua I have encountered
this side of life. I thought about His presence, and His peace, His Love and
His truth. I breathed in, fighting for peace at present. And then I closed my
eyes and held in my heart the small tiny embers of these things and suddenly I
was filled with awe, one day I will not have to endure the temporary. The
temporary loves or joys, the temporary beautifuls, I will be tasting the main
meal, not just the starter. One day it will all be permanent, and forever, real
and without end and His presence and Person I will embrace and finally there
will be no more ends, just a forever beginning….
Linking with Kate M
I enjoyed your post here. I agree, it can be hard to embrace certain relationships knowing that, on earth anyway, they are only temporary. It can be easy to put up our guard to protect ourselves from hurt. It is encouraging to remember that one day it will all be permanent. For now I'm trying to accept the temporary and make the most of it while it lasts. Visiting from FMF #10.
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